Secret Codes & Love Messages

Back when my son was born a hurt baby, rather than what we all expect and hope for:  a well baby…you can imagine my feelings of upset, shock and bewilderment.

Not wanting to stuff or deny, I took my feelings to the one person, I was really mad at!  I took them to God.  Away from my son, or dog, or husband, or anyone…(ok, I’m sure a couple of neighbors heard me from their side of the fence.)  I’d have vent sessions at God; because I figured He had shoulders broad enough to handle it.  And soon I began to notice something:  I’d be having it out with God, and a little bird would cross my sight of path, and I instantly felt better.  It was as if each little birdie was a tiny messenger, sent with a secret message of love just for me.  “I hear you, I still love you, I am here.”

Even to this day, when I see a bird it makes me smile.

There are experiences in life I would not wish on my worst enemy, but the deeper truth, the real truth is I wouldn’t trade this incredible, amazing, life-fulfilling journey for anything…and it all started with a little birdie.

About teezmom

Bio: Dawn Segawa has worn many hats in life… classical and jazz flutist, life coach, artist, Cranio-Sacral specialist, teacher, friend, and most importantly mom, wife, and beloved daughter of the Most High.
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2 Responses to Secret Codes & Love Messages

  1. Bernadette says:

    How many parents have walked this path ,you have a gift to put into words what others cannot .

  2. Reverend Doctor Peter G. St. Don says:

    Beautifully, honestly, and openly written. Presented in a manner that only a loving and godly mother could present it.

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